Thursday, March 3, 2011

School and Tests

In my dream last night i dreamt of school. I was in school and taking a test. I wasn't doing very well and when time was running low i skipped over a ton of it. I really didn't care much about the test and the teacher that was there was a teacher i greatly disliked while in school. (For those who know, it was Mr. Webber).  When i went to write on the test paper it was like cake. I had a VERY sharp pencil and it would carve into the cakey paper and you could barely see what i had wrote. I also remember there being a conspiracy behind the teacher that had to do with the government and a vampire movie. I was then in the parking lot and there were people all over smoking and taking a break after the test. I went to my car, which was like my sisters festiva she had in H.S., and the back was filled with clothes, i had to climb in through the hatch to get to my ciggs in the front seat. I remember looking around and seeing all the different people i had once went to school with, there were others i didn't know and a pregnant girl as well. While i was taking the test it was much like Graded school, then when i went out side it was High school.  There was more to the dream i cannot remember and also a whole nether dream i can also not remember but believe it had to do with babysitting or daycare.

To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities. If you are still in school and dream about school, then the dream may just be a reflection of your daily life and has no special significance.

*I was thinking about going back to school lately and finishing up my dietary and nutritionist degree. I know i am still undecided, this may have something to do with that OR it may be directed at my ability to learn how to move on? The test i have been in with this life i am living?

High School
To dream about high school, refers to the bonds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.

To dream that you have to repeat high school, suggests that you are doubting your accomplishments and the goals that you have already completed. You feel that you may not be measuring up to the expectation of others. The dream may occur because some recent situation may have awakened old anxieties and insecurities.

*Insecurities are right.. : /

To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, a teacher relates to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.

*This particular teacher i did NOT get along with. He was mean and extremely rude to students. There was also a conspiracy behind the teacher in my dream. He was used for vampire roles in movies because of some evil thing he has going. I don't understand it really.

To dream that you are taking a test, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way. If you fail the test, then it suggests that you are feeling inadequate or insecure about some aspect of your waking life. If you ace the test, then it means that you are prepared and ready for the task at hand. There is also the notion that if you visualize success, than you will achieve success in your real life. Thus, this dream may be a "practice exercise" for you to visualize success. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on "feeling testy" and irritated.

To dream that you are taking an exam, signifies insecurities, fear of not meeting others' expectations, and fear of failure.

*In the dream i was not concerned about the test much. When it came to parts of the test i didn't know (multiplying and dividing fractions) I just skipped over the whole part. When it came to parts i knew, when i wrote with my pencil it cut through the paper like it was cake. It may have been cake too. Maybe its suggesting that i am sharp and when i do what i know it is like cake. But when i am faced with things i just don't understand, i skip over it and dot really care. Who knows..maybe dividing fractions is a real issue in life?

To see a pencil in your dream, indicates that you are making a temporary impact in a situation. It may also suggest that a relationship will not last long.

To dream that you are sharpening a pencil, suggests that you need to be more flexible in your way of thinking. Listen to what others have to say; don't be so quick to reject their views and opinions. Alternatively, to sharpen a pencil means that you need to make your best offer in some business deal. Perhaps the dream is trying to offer you some professional advice on how to close a deal.

*The particular pencil i had was VERY sharp. I wasn't sharpening it at anytime in my dream. I may be having an impact on many lives in my situation, who knows. I may also be implying to a conversation i had with another angel momma yesterday. I was feeling very down and confused about God and his intentions with taking Stella, i feel like i have been punished for having our first two children out of wedlock. She was being very helpful and finding passages in the bible to help comfort me. But i insisted i was being punished. I was too quick to defend my feelings instead of listen to her. Maybe its that?

To see a cake in your dream, indicates that you need to learn to share and allocate your workload instead of trying to do everything yourself. Cakes also symbolize selfishness or the feeling of not getting your fair share. More positively, the dream may represent your accomplishments and achievements. Consider also the metaphor a "piece of cake" or some situation that is easy.

To dream that you are buying a cake, suggests that you have accepted the rewards and recognition your are getting for our work. You are learning to be comfortable in the spotlight.
To see a partially eaten cake in your dream, signifies missed and lost opportunities.

* I feel this may be what i was saying about the cake earlier with the test.

Parking Lot
To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take time from your daily activities.

To dream that you cannot find a parking space, indicates your inability to find your place in life. You may still be searching for your niche. Alternatively, the dream may reflect your busy life and the lack of time you have.
Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.
To dream that you are looking for a school, suggests that you need to expand your knowledge and learning. To dream that you are at a new school, means that you are feeling out of place in some situation. Or perhaps there is a new lesson that you need to learn.
To dream that your childhood school is in ruins, suggests that you are dwelling on some unresolved childhood issue. Alternatively, the dream represents the passage of time. You need to look toward the future instead of reliving the past.

*This makes clear sense to me. I was in the parking lot of a school and i am definitely in a "spiritual learning" part of my life, clearly. I was in the fr back of the lot, away from everyone else, that may  be directed at my emotions of feeling set back, and away from others. I should take a break from my emotions. We are leaving on a family vacation to an indoor water park. I hope i can set aside my sadness and depression and enjoy my family that is here with me.

If you do not smoke in waking life and dream that you are smoking, then it indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in.
The dream may also be a metaphor for an addictive relationship or habit in your waking life.
* I smoke every now and then. It was everyone else in my dream that was smoking. I may or may not have, cant remember. Maybe my sadness has become an addiction?

To see a parked car in your dream, suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor. Alternatively, a parked car may symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life. To dream that you cannot find where you parked your car, suggests that you do not know where you want to go in life.
*Makes sense. There is nothing i can do or get out of mourning my dead daughter, nothing my sadness and anger. I need to learn how to enjoy life again. In my dream everything i did, i held the feeling like i really didn't care. That is where i am left now in life. I have this feeling in me that is eating my soul, that i just don't care anymore. NOT GOOD :(

To dream of your clothes, is symbolic of your public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes are also an indication of your condition and status in life. Thus, if you wear clothes that do not suit you or that you normally would not wear, then it suggests that you are putting up a front and trying to deceive others. Something in your life is "unsuitable". It may be a symbol of hypocrisy and being someone that you are not. Alternatively, it could also mean that you are revealing a hidden part of yourself to the world.

*All of the clothes were just thrown in the back of the car, carelessly. Maybe that is symbolic of me not caring as well. I really put myself out there, publicly, like this blog for example and don't put into my own regard how others see how much i am going through and don't care about myself. Something to ponder i suppose.

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