Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Rainbows

I had this dream about 2 weeks ago.  Thursday 12/6 to be exact.

It took place in a school, Fox River, the school I attended with DH 95-98. Out oldest daughter attends that school now.
We were in the cafeteria and there were A LOT of other children there, they were not eating though. I'm not sure if it was a assembly or art fair? Everyone was in the cafeteria though.
I went out side to where the playground was and my husband was there too. In the sky was 4 rainbows. To the right of the rainbows, which would be West, was storm clouds. My husband was worried about the storm and I was trying to re-assure him that rainbows came AFTER the storms and we would be fine. He kept insisting there was danger coming and I was starting to believe him and seen funnel clouds forming in the sky. WE both went back into the building.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Tornados and Whales

The last 2 nights I ahve been dreaming vividly. It has been awhile since I had remembered my dreams after waking. There have been a few nightmarish type dreams lately too.


Tornados



I  have had many dreams about tornado's in my lifetime. They drive me CRAZY and leave my body panging with deep fear when I wake up.
The dream was of my son and I and we were walking down a winding road though a pretty scenic wooded scene. There were a few people I knew there that I haven't seen in a long time.  I remember a bike being involved and then a tornado scene. They just fall out of the sky and are EVERYWHERE.  Hundreds of them. I was holding my son to protect him and we were in a white house.

Son
To see your son in your dream signifies your ideal, hopes, potential, and the youthful part of yourself. On the other hand, to see your son in your dream may not have any significance and is simply mirroring your waking life. The dream may also be a pun on "sun".


Road
To see a road in your dream refers to your sense of direction and how you are pursuing your goals. If the road is winding, curvy, or bumpy in your dream, then it suggests that you will encounter many obstacles and setbacks toward achieving your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the controversial or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.�

If the road is smooth and bordered by trees or flowers, then it denotes a steady progress and steady climb up the social ladder. If the road is straight and narrow, then it means that your path to success is going as planned.
To see an unknown road in your dream represents a path that has not been ventured. You are setting a new precedence for something
 
Tornados
To see a tornado in your dream suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?
To dream that you are in a tornado means that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. Your plans will be filled with much complications and you will be met with a series of disappointments.
To see several tornadoes in your dream represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship

House
To see a house in your dream represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the subconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business. If you live with others in your walking life, but dream that you are living alone suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind.



White
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. Alternatively, white refers to a clean, blank slate. Or it may refer to a cover-up. In Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.



Whales.



This dream started out with my husband and I at school. We were planning on ditching out and going to a friends house before going to our chorus concert. We were in a car and I was in the center seat. there were 5 of us in the vehicle and we had to pick up 5 more people.
We were then at a house on a lake. I was with my daughter and there were whales in the water. Killer whales and some smaller gray ones. They were coming up to shore and I was slightly fearful.
My daughter got on a jet ski and was going to cross the lake to where my husband was. She was just pulling out in to the water and there were just TONS of whales in the water. She went in between to and fell off the jet ski. The jet ski came to me at the shore and I hopped on and skid out to her and pulled her on to the jet ski with me. We maneuvered through the lake between all of the whales. They were coming up all over the place and spouting then going back under. I don't think they were dangerous but I was feeling fearful.  The water was very blue and clear but there were many waves because of the whales. We made it to the other side safely and were on shore by a pier. there were smaller gray whales in the bay by the piers. I remember looking out at them but not sure what I was thinking of.

High School
To dream about high school refers to the bonds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.

To dream that you have to repeat high school suggests that you are doubting your accomplishments and the goals that you have already completed. You feel that you may not be measuring up to the expectation of others. The dream may occur because some recent situation may have awakened old anxieties and insecurities.
Hookie
To dream that you are playing hookie from school or work suggests that you are trying to "ditch" or avoid some responsibility. You are not owning up to your duties. It also denotes self guilt.
 
Jet Ski
To see or dream that you are on a jet ski represents a journey of self-discovery. You are confronting and exploring aspects of your subconscious in full force. Alternatively, the dream relates to some sexual adventure or relationship
Killer Whale
To see a killer whale in your dream indicates that you need to be more social or more vocal about something. Step up and speak up. Alternatively, the dream symbolizes spiritual guidance. You are ready to explore your emotions, but you need to make the connection between the conscious and subconscious aspects of yourself.
Whale
To see a whale in your dream represents your intuition and awareness. You are in tuned with your sense of spirituality. Alternatively, a whale symbolizes a relationship or business project that may be too big to handle. You are feeling overwhelmed. The dream may also be a pun on "wailing" and a desire to cry out about something.

Daughter
To see your daughter in your dream represents your waking relationship with your daughter and the qualities that she projects. If you do not have a daughter, then it symbolizes the feminine aspect within yourself.


Lake
To see a lake in your dream signifies your emotional state of mind. You feel restricted and that you can't express your emotions freely. Alternatively, the lake may provide you with solace, security, and peace of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolizes your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil
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Friday, August 24, 2012

Chased by Dinosaurs



My entire dream cycles consisted of being chased by a T-Rex. I was with both of my children and as we traveled from era to era, there was always a giant dinosaur chasing us.
We started in a little house on the prairie era, running through fields. Always in the distance I could hear the T-Rex growling and stomping around. Every time he seen us he would come after us and I would have to find a place for us to hide.
I found a car, an old station wagon, and we drove to an old abandoned building to hide. He came extremely close to getting us this time. Trying to grab in through the windows and snapping at us.  But we eluded him.
When we came out of the building, we were in a flooded area or what seemed like tropical or rice fields. We were in the water and walking towards a garage. My husband was in the garage working on a car, it may have also been the car we were just in. He was with a friend who had passed away 5 years back.
The dinosaur was then on our tails again and Matt was gone. He left with his friend. I was with the kids still and we were in the garage. Once I though I had time for us to escape we left waist deep in water and into the jungle/woods. We were then in the car on a dirt road in the woods headed towards the peninsula where I grew up.
We got to a house and scurried in because the dinosaur was again close. There were many levels to the house and it seemed industrial in the top half. Old and dusty as well. We clambered through the house finding hiding spots so the Dino wouldn't see us through the windows.
 At one point in the dream I remember being in the car the T-Rex looking at us through the windows and I told Briana not to look it in the eye. Much of the dream Briana was being very rebellious and refusing to listed to me, even though it was all for her safety and life. Eli also started acting out and I told them both "Fine, go on your own, go out and get eaten by the dinosaur" They both started for the door and I stopped them telling them I couldn't let them go because I loved them too much.
I was waking up through the night and each time I went back to sleep the dream continued where it left off. I cant remember as much as I would like to, but this gives the gist of what occurred though out the entire night.
I looked on dream moods to interpret some of the dream and this is what I found.

Tyrannosaurus Rex . *This is the second time I have had a T-rex in my dreams in the last couple months.

To dream that you are being attacked or chased by a tyrannosaurus indicates that you are being belittled by others. You feel you are being taken for granted.
 
Children-Offspring
To see your offspring in your dream symbolizes an aspect of yourself that you are trying to nurture. The dream is telling you to take some time off so you can cater to the inner child within.
 

Dinosaur .
To dream that you are being chased by a dinosaur indicates your fears of no longer being needed or useful. Alternatively, being chased by a dinosaur, may reflect old issues that are still coming back to haunt you.
 
Hiding
To dream that you are hiding suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or dealing with some issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal something and confess before somebody finds out. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parent, teacher...) implies feelings of guilt.
 
Station Wagon
To see or drive a station wagon in your dream refers to your family and issues surrounding your inner circle.
 
Building
To see a building in your dream represents the self and the body. How high you are in the building indicates a rising level of understanding, awareness or success. If you are in the lower levels of the building, then it refers to more primal attitudes and/or sexuality.

To see a building in ruins or damaged indicates that your approach toward a situation or relationship is all wrong. You need to change. Your own self-image may have suffered and taken some blow.
 

 Window
To see a window in your dream signifies bright hopes, vast possibilities and insight.�If the window of a house is dark, then it indicates a loss to your perception or vitality.�To see a tinted window in your dream represents your need for privacy. You are keeping some aspects of yourself hidden. You also want to remain ambiguous. To dream that you are washing windows suggest that you need some clarity in some matter. Something is not clear. To dream that you are entering or exiting through a window suggests that you are involved in some secretive or underhanded activity. Alternatively, the dream means that you are creating your own opportunities. You make things happen instead of waiting for them to happen. To dream that you are entering or exiting through a window suggests that you are involved in some secretive or underhanded activity. Alternatively, the dream means that you are creating your own opportunities. You make things happen instead of waiting for them to happen.�If you fall or are push through a window in your dream, then it means that you are unwillingly going along with a plan. Perhaps you feel pressured into doing something that you really do not want to do. Your own vision is in conflict with someone else's.
 
Flood
To dream that you are in a flood represents your need to release some sexual desires. If the flood is raging, then it represents emotional issues and tensions. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you. Consider where the flood is for clues as to where in your waking life is causing you stress and tension. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are overwhelming others with your demands and strong opinion. Still another interpretation could be your desire to wipe everything clean and make a fresh new start.

To see a gentle flood in your dream indicates that your worries over a certain matter will soon be swept away
 
Walking
To dream that you are walking with ease signifies a slow, but steady progress toward your goals. You are moving through life in a confident manner. Consider your destination.
 
Garage
To dream that you are in a garage signifies a period of inactivity and idleness in your life. You feel that you are lacking direction or guidance in achieving your goals.
 
Husband
To see your husband in your dream signifies the waking relationship with your husband and the subconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life.
 
Water
To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. To dream that water is boiling suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. Feelings from your subconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged.�You need to let out some steam.�To see calm, clear water in your dream means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation. If someone throws water at you in your dream, then it implies that you need to show more of your emotions. You have been too disconnected from others. Alternatively, it may mean that you need to cool off.
 
.Jungle
To dream that you are in a jungle signifies aspects of yourself and your personality that may be inhibited. You may be experiencing some chaos and unpredictable circumstances in your waking life. Consider the phrase "it's a jungle out there!"
If you are lost or trapped in a jungle, then it indicates that your negative feelings are hindering your progress. You need to come to terms with aspects of your subconscious.
 
 Woods
To see the woods in your dream represent life, fertility, rejuvenation, and spring. Alternatively, the woods symbolize the unknown and the subconscious. You need to open yourself up to discovering your potential and your instinctual nature.
To dream that you are walking through the woods signify your return to an aspect of yourself that is innocent and spiritual. If you are walking out of the woods, then the dream may be a literal depiction of being "out of the woods" or being in the clear of some situation.
To dream that you are lost in the woods indicates that you are starting a new phase in your life. You are expressing some anxiety about leaving behind what is familiar to you.
To dream that the woods are dry or dying suggests that there is a situation in your life that has not yet been resolved. You are overwhelmed with a problem or issue.

House
To see a house in your dream represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the subconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business. If you live with others in your walking life, but dream that you are living alone suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind.



To see an abandoned house in your dream implies that you have left behind your past. You are ready to move forward toward the future. To see an old, run-down house in your dream represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. If you see messy and/or dilapidated houses in your dream, then it implies that an aspect of your own life is in chaos. You may be suffering from some emotional or psychological clutter. You need to release these feelings in order to regain control. To dream that your house is damaged indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house. To dream that you are cleaning your house signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement. To see a new house in your dream indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature.
 
* I feel much of this dream makes sense entirely. Just more i have to work on, because I that F'd up. sigh...............


Saturday, July 14, 2012

A Walk on the Other Side

I haven't blogged here in awhile. My dreams have seems to hinder my good sleep. The more I remembered the more I remembered and the less sleep I felt I was getting. I wake up really groggy after a night of dreams that I remember. I have been on a medication for the last few days and I really think its messing with me. Emotionally and messing with my sleep. I hope this stops when I'm done with these meds.

The dream I had last night was extremely vivid. I was in a field, it was day, with a friend of ours that passed nearly 5 years ago. He was slimmer and looked older. He looked good. I gave him a hug and asked how he was doing. I could smell his cologne even. He replied fine and asked the same of me. I replied with an "OK". He then told me something that I knew I would forget. But it was important. I told him to tell me later because I KNEW I would forget it. He told me he would whisper it to me again sometime. I'm not sure if at this point I knew I was dreaming or if I had known the whole dream. I felt as though I was walking with him in "his heaven" or something like the movie "What Dreams May Come".
He started walking along over a hill in the field towards a creek. I then noticed a weird scar on his head. A scar as if he'd got shot in the head. On the back left side of his scull.
We reached the creek and walked up it and then there were many people around.  We were in the water, to at least our knees. I think I was standing on something to keep me afloat.
I noticed a little boy and our friend Cory mentioned it was another one of our friends children whom he didn't even know about because the mother had an abortion. He was a 7 year old boy and very cute. With red curly hair, green hazel eyes and freckles. I held his chin and told him he was adorable and smiled at him. As we started walking away I turned back and started to tell the boy he would soon have a cousin on Earth but a wave passed over him so he couldn't hear. I stated that I maybe I shouldn't have said that and Cory replied that I cant say things here about what is happening on Earth.
I asked him if he'd seen my daughter Stella, who died last October, and he replied that he indeed had talked to her a few times. His look was worry some but I was not sure why.
We continued walking into what seemed to be an ocean or something. We came to a canyon and were then out of the water. I looked over the cliff and there was a river of sand and in the sand was foot prints of every kind. Animals and human. They were slowly drifting down the canyon like a river.
I said something like "Now that is what they mean about footprints in the sand".
I asked Cory is there were dinosaurs here and ha said "OH YES"
Just after I heard a ROAR and some stomping. At this time the sun had set and it was dark. Around the corner of the canyon came a T-Rex. It bit at the rocks on the side of the canyon and started towards us.
We climbed into, what seemed to be, a huge old ship just plastered into the side of the canyon. Inside people were partying, dancing and drinking. Everything they had was old. Like champagne from 1984 and there were old posters on the walls. We walked though the ship in and out of different rooms. I remember still feeling scared about the T-Rex. We went down some white metal stairs into a corridor and then into an office. Cory sat in a char and I was sitting on the desk next to him. He then asked me. "Has he sent out the letters yet to get everything figured out, you know, what happened to me?"
I told him I didn't know then asked him "What really did happen to you?"
I immediately woke up from my dream trying to remember what it was he told me in the beginning of the dream.
I laid in bed and raced over the dream quite a few times before getting out of  bed. I still cant remember what it was he told me.

I will have to come back and try interpreting this dream.

Do you feel like you can visit "the other side" in dreams or find a comon ground in the dream relm and loved ones who have passed can visit you?

Please share your dream experiences!