Tuesday, December 18, 2012


I had this dream about 2 weeks ago.  Thursday 12/6 to be exact.

It took place in a school, Fox River, the school I attended with DH 95-98. Out oldest daughter attends that school now.
We were in the cafeteria and there were A LOT of other children there, they were not eating though. I'm not sure if it was a assembly or art fair? Everyone was in the cafeteria though.
I went out side to where the playground was and my husband was there too. In the sky was 4 rainbows. To the right of the rainbows, which would be West, was storm clouds. My husband was worried about the storm and I was trying to re-assure him that rainbows came AFTER the storms and we would be fine. He kept insisting there was danger coming and I was starting to believe him and seen funnel clouds forming in the sky. WE both went back into the building.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Tornados and Whales

The last 2 nights I ahve been dreaming vividly. It has been awhile since I had remembered my dreams after waking. There have been a few nightmarish type dreams lately too.


I  have had many dreams about tornado's in my lifetime. They drive me CRAZY and leave my body panging with deep fear when I wake up.
The dream was of my son and I and we were walking down a winding road though a pretty scenic wooded scene. There were a few people I knew there that I haven't seen in a long time.  I remember a bike being involved and then a tornado scene. They just fall out of the sky and are EVERYWHERE.  Hundreds of them. I was holding my son to protect him and we were in a white house.

To see your son in your dream signifies your ideal, hopes, potential, and the youthful part of yourself. On the other hand, to see your son in your dream may not have any significance and is simply mirroring your waking life. The dream may also be a pun on "sun".

To see a road in your dream refers to your sense of direction and how you are pursuing your goals. If the road is winding, curvy, or bumpy in your dream, then it suggests that you will encounter many obstacles and setbacks toward achieving your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the controversial or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.�

If the road is smooth and bordered by trees or flowers, then it denotes a steady progress and steady climb up the social ladder. If the road is straight and narrow, then it means that your path to success is going as planned.
To see an unknown road in your dream represents a path that has not been ventured. You are setting a new precedence for something
To see a tornado in your dream suggests that you are experiencing some extreme emotional outbursts and temper tantrums. Is there a situation or relationship in your life that may be potentially destructive?
To dream that you are in a tornado means that you are feeling overwhelmed and out of control. Your plans will be filled with much complications and you will be met with a series of disappointments.
To see several tornadoes in your dream represent people around you who are prone to violent outbursts and shifting mood swings. It may also symbolize a volatile situation or relationship

To see a house in your dream represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the subconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business. If you live with others in your walking life, but dream that you are living alone suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind.

White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. Alternatively, white refers to a clean, blank slate. Or it may refer to a cover-up. In Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.


This dream started out with my husband and I at school. We were planning on ditching out and going to a friends house before going to our chorus concert. We were in a car and I was in the center seat. there were 5 of us in the vehicle and we had to pick up 5 more people.
We were then at a house on a lake. I was with my daughter and there were whales in the water. Killer whales and some smaller gray ones. They were coming up to shore and I was slightly fearful.
My daughter got on a jet ski and was going to cross the lake to where my husband was. She was just pulling out in to the water and there were just TONS of whales in the water. She went in between to and fell off the jet ski. The jet ski came to me at the shore and I hopped on and skid out to her and pulled her on to the jet ski with me. We maneuvered through the lake between all of the whales. They were coming up all over the place and spouting then going back under. I don't think they were dangerous but I was feeling fearful.  The water was very blue and clear but there were many waves because of the whales. We made it to the other side safely and were on shore by a pier. there were smaller gray whales in the bay by the piers. I remember looking out at them but not sure what I was thinking of.

High School
To dream about high school refers to the bonds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.

To dream that you have to repeat high school suggests that you are doubting your accomplishments and the goals that you have already completed. You feel that you may not be measuring up to the expectation of others. The dream may occur because some recent situation may have awakened old anxieties and insecurities.
To dream that you are playing hookie from school or work suggests that you are trying to "ditch" or avoid some responsibility. You are not owning up to your duties. It also denotes self guilt.
Jet Ski
To see or dream that you are on a jet ski represents a journey of self-discovery. You are confronting and exploring aspects of your subconscious in full force. Alternatively, the dream relates to some sexual adventure or relationship
Killer Whale
To see a killer whale in your dream indicates that you need to be more social or more vocal about something. Step up and speak up. Alternatively, the dream symbolizes spiritual guidance. You are ready to explore your emotions, but you need to make the connection between the conscious and subconscious aspects of yourself.
To see a whale in your dream represents your intuition and awareness. You are in tuned with your sense of spirituality. Alternatively, a whale symbolizes a relationship or business project that may be too big to handle. You are feeling overwhelmed. The dream may also be a pun on "wailing" and a desire to cry out about something.

To see your daughter in your dream represents your waking relationship with your daughter and the qualities that she projects. If you do not have a daughter, then it symbolizes the feminine aspect within yourself.

To see a lake in your dream signifies your emotional state of mind. You feel restricted and that you can't express your emotions freely. Alternatively, the lake may provide you with solace, security, and peace of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolizes your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil

Friday, August 24, 2012

Chased by Dinosaurs

My entire dream cycles consisted of being chased by a T-Rex. I was with both of my children and as we traveled from era to era, there was always a giant dinosaur chasing us.
We started in a little house on the prairie era, running through fields. Always in the distance I could hear the T-Rex growling and stomping around. Every time he seen us he would come after us and I would have to find a place for us to hide.
I found a car, an old station wagon, and we drove to an old abandoned building to hide. He came extremely close to getting us this time. Trying to grab in through the windows and snapping at us.  But we eluded him.
When we came out of the building, we were in a flooded area or what seemed like tropical or rice fields. We were in the water and walking towards a garage. My husband was in the garage working on a car, it may have also been the car we were just in. He was with a friend who had passed away 5 years back.
The dinosaur was then on our tails again and Matt was gone. He left with his friend. I was with the kids still and we were in the garage. Once I though I had time for us to escape we left waist deep in water and into the jungle/woods. We were then in the car on a dirt road in the woods headed towards the peninsula where I grew up.
We got to a house and scurried in because the dinosaur was again close. There were many levels to the house and it seemed industrial in the top half. Old and dusty as well. We clambered through the house finding hiding spots so the Dino wouldn't see us through the windows.
 At one point in the dream I remember being in the car the T-Rex looking at us through the windows and I told Briana not to look it in the eye. Much of the dream Briana was being very rebellious and refusing to listed to me, even though it was all for her safety and life. Eli also started acting out and I told them both "Fine, go on your own, go out and get eaten by the dinosaur" They both started for the door and I stopped them telling them I couldn't let them go because I loved them too much.
I was waking up through the night and each time I went back to sleep the dream continued where it left off. I cant remember as much as I would like to, but this gives the gist of what occurred though out the entire night.
I looked on dream moods to interpret some of the dream and this is what I found.

Tyrannosaurus Rex . *This is the second time I have had a T-rex in my dreams in the last couple months.

To dream that you are being attacked or chased by a tyrannosaurus indicates that you are being belittled by others. You feel you are being taken for granted.
To see your offspring in your dream symbolizes an aspect of yourself that you are trying to nurture. The dream is telling you to take some time off so you can cater to the inner child within.

Dinosaur .
To dream that you are being chased by a dinosaur indicates your fears of no longer being needed or useful. Alternatively, being chased by a dinosaur, may reflect old issues that are still coming back to haunt you.
To dream that you are hiding suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or dealing with some issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal something and confess before somebody finds out. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parent, teacher...) implies feelings of guilt.
Station Wagon
To see or drive a station wagon in your dream refers to your family and issues surrounding your inner circle.
To see a building in your dream represents the self and the body. How high you are in the building indicates a rising level of understanding, awareness or success. If you are in the lower levels of the building, then it refers to more primal attitudes and/or sexuality.

To see a building in ruins or damaged indicates that your approach toward a situation or relationship is all wrong. You need to change. Your own self-image may have suffered and taken some blow.

To see a window in your dream signifies bright hopes, vast possibilities and insight.�If the window of a house is dark, then it indicates a loss to your perception or vitality.�To see a tinted window in your dream represents your need for privacy. You are keeping some aspects of yourself hidden. You also want to remain ambiguous. To dream that you are washing windows suggest that you need some clarity in some matter. Something is not clear. To dream that you are entering or exiting through a window suggests that you are involved in some secretive or underhanded activity. Alternatively, the dream means that you are creating your own opportunities. You make things happen instead of waiting for them to happen. To dream that you are entering or exiting through a window suggests that you are involved in some secretive or underhanded activity. Alternatively, the dream means that you are creating your own opportunities. You make things happen instead of waiting for them to happen.�If you fall or are push through a window in your dream, then it means that you are unwillingly going along with a plan. Perhaps you feel pressured into doing something that you really do not want to do. Your own vision is in conflict with someone else's.
To dream that you are in a flood represents your need to release some sexual desires. If the flood is raging, then it represents emotional issues and tensions. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you. Consider where the flood is for clues as to where in your waking life is causing you stress and tension. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are overwhelming others with your demands and strong opinion. Still another interpretation could be your desire to wipe everything clean and make a fresh new start.

To see a gentle flood in your dream indicates that your worries over a certain matter will soon be swept away
To dream that you are walking with ease signifies a slow, but steady progress toward your goals. You are moving through life in a confident manner. Consider your destination.
To dream that you are in a garage signifies a period of inactivity and idleness in your life. You feel that you are lacking direction or guidance in achieving your goals.
To see your husband in your dream signifies the waking relationship with your husband and the subconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life.
To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. To dream that water is boiling suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. Feelings from your subconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged.�You need to let out some steam.�To see calm, clear water in your dream means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation. If someone throws water at you in your dream, then it implies that you need to show more of your emotions. You have been too disconnected from others. Alternatively, it may mean that you need to cool off.
To dream that you are in a jungle signifies aspects of yourself and your personality that may be inhibited. You may be experiencing some chaos and unpredictable circumstances in your waking life. Consider the phrase "it's a jungle out there!"
If you are lost or trapped in a jungle, then it indicates that your negative feelings are hindering your progress. You need to come to terms with aspects of your subconscious.
To see the woods in your dream represent life, fertility, rejuvenation, and spring. Alternatively, the woods symbolize the unknown and the subconscious. You need to open yourself up to discovering your potential and your instinctual nature.
To dream that you are walking through the woods signify your return to an aspect of yourself that is innocent and spiritual. If you are walking out of the woods, then the dream may be a literal depiction of being "out of the woods" or being in the clear of some situation.
To dream that you are lost in the woods indicates that you are starting a new phase in your life. You are expressing some anxiety about leaving behind what is familiar to you.
To dream that the woods are dry or dying suggests that there is a situation in your life that has not yet been resolved. You are overwhelmed with a problem or issue.

To see a house in your dream represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the subconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To dream that a house has no walls represents a lack of privacy. You feel that everyone is looking over your shoulder or up in your business. If you live with others in your walking life, but dream that you are living alone suggests that you need to take new steps toward independence. You need to accept responsibilities and be more self-reliant. If you are locked out of the house, then it represents rejection and insecurity. You feel you are being left behind.

To see an abandoned house in your dream implies that you have left behind your past. You are ready to move forward toward the future. To see an old, run-down house in your dream represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. If you see messy and/or dilapidated houses in your dream, then it implies that an aspect of your own life is in chaos. You may be suffering from some emotional or psychological clutter. You need to release these feelings in order to regain control. To dream that your house is damaged indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house. To dream that you are cleaning your house signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement. To see a new house in your dream indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature.
* I feel much of this dream makes sense entirely. Just more i have to work on, because I that F'd up. sigh...............

Saturday, July 14, 2012

A Walk on the Other Side

I haven't blogged here in awhile. My dreams have seems to hinder my good sleep. The more I remembered the more I remembered and the less sleep I felt I was getting. I wake up really groggy after a night of dreams that I remember. I have been on a medication for the last few days and I really think its messing with me. Emotionally and messing with my sleep. I hope this stops when I'm done with these meds.

The dream I had last night was extremely vivid. I was in a field, it was day, with a friend of ours that passed nearly 5 years ago. He was slimmer and looked older. He looked good. I gave him a hug and asked how he was doing. I could smell his cologne even. He replied fine and asked the same of me. I replied with an "OK". He then told me something that I knew I would forget. But it was important. I told him to tell me later because I KNEW I would forget it. He told me he would whisper it to me again sometime. I'm not sure if at this point I knew I was dreaming or if I had known the whole dream. I felt as though I was walking with him in "his heaven" or something like the movie "What Dreams May Come".
He started walking along over a hill in the field towards a creek. I then noticed a weird scar on his head. A scar as if he'd got shot in the head. On the back left side of his scull.
We reached the creek and walked up it and then there were many people around.  We were in the water, to at least our knees. I think I was standing on something to keep me afloat.
I noticed a little boy and our friend Cory mentioned it was another one of our friends children whom he didn't even know about because the mother had an abortion. He was a 7 year old boy and very cute. With red curly hair, green hazel eyes and freckles. I held his chin and told him he was adorable and smiled at him. As we started walking away I turned back and started to tell the boy he would soon have a cousin on Earth but a wave passed over him so he couldn't hear. I stated that I maybe I shouldn't have said that and Cory replied that I cant say things here about what is happening on Earth.
I asked him if he'd seen my daughter Stella, who died last October, and he replied that he indeed had talked to her a few times. His look was worry some but I was not sure why.
We continued walking into what seemed to be an ocean or something. We came to a canyon and were then out of the water. I looked over the cliff and there was a river of sand and in the sand was foot prints of every kind. Animals and human. They were slowly drifting down the canyon like a river.
I said something like "Now that is what they mean about footprints in the sand".
I asked Cory is there were dinosaurs here and ha said "OH YES"
Just after I heard a ROAR and some stomping. At this time the sun had set and it was dark. Around the corner of the canyon came a T-Rex. It bit at the rocks on the side of the canyon and started towards us.
We climbed into, what seemed to be, a huge old ship just plastered into the side of the canyon. Inside people were partying, dancing and drinking. Everything they had was old. Like champagne from 1984 and there were old posters on the walls. We walked though the ship in and out of different rooms. I remember still feeling scared about the T-Rex. We went down some white metal stairs into a corridor and then into an office. Cory sat in a char and I was sitting on the desk next to him. He then asked me. "Has he sent out the letters yet to get everything figured out, you know, what happened to me?"
I told him I didn't know then asked him "What really did happen to you?"
I immediately woke up from my dream trying to remember what it was he told me in the beginning of the dream.
I laid in bed and raced over the dream quite a few times before getting out of  bed. I still cant remember what it was he told me.

I will have to come back and try interpreting this dream.

Do you feel like you can visit "the other side" in dreams or find a comon ground in the dream relm and loved ones who have passed can visit you?

Please share your dream experiences!

Monday, October 3, 2011

Nightmares, Confusion and Tragedy

I really dislike how often my dreams involve tragedy and fearful events. It is honestly getting old.
Last nights dream involved a series of confusing events, tragedy and waking filled with pangs of fear, yet again. :(

I had a couple of dreams before this last disturbing one involving my son eating some substance a lady in my basement concocted that had to do with painting or something along those lines. Then I was washing a wall and all the paint was coming off and even dissolving into the drywall. Each of my dreams were during the evening or just before dusk. I remember Elijah walking in the front door after he was suppose to be sleeping and I was getting angered he would leave the house after he should be in bed because of fear something would happen to him.

The final dream began with me driving in my truck to my sisters house. As I was passing over the creek I was becoming confused as to exactly where her home was. I knew it was just 2 homes after the creek but there were a series of other homes that were there now that never were before. All of these homes looked run down and in dire need of repair. I drove into a drive way and was confused because I thought it was my sister house, but that they were reconstructing it and that is why it looked so different. I was wrong and had to turn around. Just then my Dad, brother and sister were all in the vehicle with me. They were all drunk and trying to tell me where my sisters house was. I remember my dad and brother telling me that they were done drinking but by sister was going to have maybe one more. I was confused over this as well because I kept thinking that she was pregnant and shouldn't be drinking. We pulled into my sisters drive way and got out. It was dark by this time and my husband was there with my children already. There were quite a few people over there and many were off in the woods behind the house. Elijah was upset and came over by me to talk, he was telling me that a boy hit him in the head and I have him a hug and told him not to play with that boy. I looked up and noticed 2 of my sisters walking towards me, they were telling me to come and walk with them through the woods. I was thinking to myself how the kids shouldn't be alone in the woods but you have to "let go" and let them grow sometime in life. I was still feeling uneasy and wanted to walk with them to where the kids were. I started walking towards them and there were trails of gravel that wound around the house and through the woods. The trail was still being built or laid with the gravel and it was loose. I decided to walk along the dirt off of the gravel. I was thinking to myself how my sister Karie bought a home next to my other sister Katie and the trails connected the homes and also went into the woods to an area in the back where everyone was. I heard screaming, my niece Tia in particular. And others started screaming too in the distance behind the trees in the woods. I got panicky and started to jog in the direction of the screams. At first I wasn't sure if they were alarming screams or playful screaming. As I started in the direction of the screams which clearly turned into screams of fear and alarm, a woman came around the path freaking out. She told me not to go over there and to just stay back. I asked her if an ambulance was needed and she said no, I kept asking what happened and if someone was hurt and she said that they were already dead. I started to freak out and kept asking WHO?!? My daughter came around the bend and was crying and was extremely upset. I kept asking her WHO?!? and she wouldn't answer me. Then again I would ask if I needed to call 911 and she said no, we are going to need a bus. Again I was extremely confused and filled with fear. I awoke still wondering who was killed and what happened and just why the hell would we need a bus over an ambulance and filled with absolute fear.

Just about every time i have these kinds of dreams, which is the average I have unfortunately, I wake up tired and exhausted and in a really bad mood. I am getting quite sick of it.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

When the River runs dry, the Circus comes by........

Also below is 2 more dreams from the same night. Resturants and Teeth falling out.....

When the River runs dry, the Circus comes by....

My dream was situated on a river bank in the back 40 of a yard. I was fishing with a few people there, 2 young boys, an ex boyfriend and my husband. I could  see an abundance of fish in the river. The water was crystal clear most of the dream, at some points the water would become patchy with murkiness so that you couldn't see the fish. There were some strange fish, "dogfish" that actually had legs and were walking along the bottom of the river bed, which was clean and sandy. I remember there were cars parked behind us and that is were the fishing equipment was kept. I was getting my fishing pole ready to fish and talking with my ex, i cant remember what the convo was about. I went back to the river and the water was draining, the fish were swimming in mere puddles 1/2 out of water. Then along came a parade of what seemed to be circus performers of all ages. There was a woman in particular that stated they were traveling to perform and met up along the river. They came from all corners of the US and started at about 20 and were up to about 500. As they passed the river ran dry and they walked along the sandy bed.
To see a clear and calm river in your dream indicates that you are just going with the flow. You are allowing your life to float away. It is time to take a more decisive role in directing your life. Alternatively, a river symbolizes joyful pleasures, peace, prosperity and fertility. If you are crossing a river in your dream, then it represents an obstacle or issue that you need to deal with in order to move closer toward your goal. It is also reflective of a new stage in your life. If the river is muddy, then it indicates that you are in turmoil

To dream that you are fishing indicates that you are confronting and bringing your repressed emotions to the surface. In particular, to dream that you are ice fishing suggests that you are breaking through a hardened emotional barrier and confronting difficult feelings from your unconscious.�Alternatively, it represents your need for leisure and relaxation.

Fishing Rod
To see a fishing rod in your dream represents your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.

To see fish swimming in your dream signifies insights from your unconscious mind. Thus to catch a fish represents insights which have been brought to the surface.�Alternatively, a fish swimming in your dream may symbolize conception. Some women dream of swimming fish when they get pregnant. The fish is also an ancient symbol of Christianity and Christian beliefs. Consider the common phrases "like a cold fish", "fish out of water" or something that is "fishy" about a situation. It may also imply a slippery or elusive situation.�Perhaps your dream could be telling you that "there are plenty of other fish in the sea", with regards to some relationship issue.

Ex Boyfriend
To see an old ex-boyfriend from childhood in your dream refers to a freer, less encumbered relationship. The dream serves to bring you back to a time where the responsibilities of adulthood (or marriage) did not interfere with the spontaneity of romance. You need to recapture the excitement, freedom, and vitality of youth that is lacking in your present relationship. If your ex-boyfriend hurts or ignores you, then the dream is telling you to move on with your life and stop thinking about your ex.

*To dream that your ex-boyfriend is giving you advice about your current relationship suggests that your unconscious is telling you not to repeat the same mistakes that you had made with this ex-boyfriend.
To see your husband in your dream signifies the waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life.

To see sand in your dream signifies a shift in perspective or a change in your attitude. Consider the familiar phrase, "the sands of time" in which it may be suggesting that you are wasting your time or letting time pass you by. If the sand is wet, then it indicates that you are lacking a sense of balance in your life.

To see a drain in your dream signifies your need to release and channel your emotions. You should not keep your feelings inside. Consider the condition and appearance of the drain for clues on how you are feeling. Alternatively, it may represent some wasted effort or loss. The dream may also be a pun on something or someone that is "draining" you of your energy or resources.

To dream that you are watching a parade indicates that you are being sidetracked or distracted from achieving your goals.�You may even be purposely preventing yourself from pursuing your goals and desires because you fear that you will fail. Alternatively, the parade symbolizes cycles, passage of time, or a special event in your life. Consider also the symbolism of whatever figures/animals/floats are in the parade. They may reflect a need for you to incorporate these attributes into your own character.

To see people you know in your dream signifies qualities and feelings of them that you desire for yourself. If these people are from your past, then the dream refers to your shadow and other unacknowledged aspects of yourself. It may represent a waking situation that is bringing out similar feelings from your past relationships.

To see people you don't know in your dream denotes hidden aspects of yourself that you need to confront or acknowledge.

The number twenty�indicates that you are in need of support. Perhaps you are feeling withdrawn and isolated.�The dream may signify having 20:20 vision. You are seeing something more clearly now.

Five (Hundred)
Five represents your persuasiveness, spontaneity, boldness, daring nature, action, and humanity. The number five represents the five human senses and thus may be telling you to be more "sensitive" and be more in tune to your senses. Alternatively, the number five may reflect a change in your path or that you need to alter your course. It is also the link between heaven and earth.

Out To Eat

Later I had another dream. My husband and I were out to eat at a sea food restaurant. It was located in our home town, but i felt so far away. We had the children and we also had a baby girl with us. I was carrying her and when I talked to the host I handed her to Matt.  I am unsure if it was indeed Stella or not. We came to our table and I asked Matt to pass me the baby and he didn't have her. I looked at the table and Eli was there. We sat and I ordered some "Ahi Mahi". I noticed the TV on the wall and it was of some fire performers. The manager at the restaurant and some of the bussers looked just like them. I told the manager I felt I knew him and possibly seen him and the others preform at the Kalahari in the dells earlier that year. I remember looking at the TV and then back at him quite a few times trying to connect the dots in my memory.
To see your husband in your dream signifies the waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life.

To see children in your dream signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state and longing for the past. You are trying to still satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurture. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting your innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude. If you are fighting with children, then it implies that you are repressing your inner child. The children could represent someone in your waking life (coworker, mate, sibling, etc.) who is acting like a child. If you see children fighting in your dream, then it means that your sense of morality and character are in conflict.

To forget about your child or children suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed by your waking responsibilities. The dream is telling you that you are overly fixating on minor details and overlooking the important things on your life. You need to re-prioritize your time and focus on what matters. To dream that your own grown children are still very young indicates that you still see them as young and dependent. You want to feel needed and significant.
To see your offspring in your dream symbolizes an aspect of yourself that you are trying to nurture. The dream is telling you to take some time off so you can cater to the inner child within

To see a baby in your dream signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential. If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses. Alternatively, forgetting about a baby represents an aspect of yourself that you have abandoned or put aside due to life's changing circumstances. The dream may serve as a reminder that it is time for you to pick up that old interest, hobby, or project again. If you dream that you are on your way to the hospital to have a baby, then it signifies your issues of dependency and your desires to be completely care for. Perhaps you are trying to get out of some responsibility.

To�dream that you are in a restaurant suggests that you are feeling overwhelmed by decisions and choices that you need to make in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system.

To see a table in your dream represents social unity and family connections. If the table is broken, wobbly or not functional, then it suggests some dissension in a group. It may also refer to a sense of insecurity. Perhaps there is something you cannot hold inside any longer and need to bring it out in the open.

To see or eat seafood in your dream indicates recognition and a mergence of your spirituality with your conscious being. You are acknowledging and fulfilling the needs of your unconscious. The dream may also be a pun on "seeing food" and thus the symbolism of "food" is also applicable.

Eating Fish
To dream that you are eating fish symbolizes your beliefs, spirituality, luck, energy and nourishment. It is food for the soul.
To see a dead fish signifies disappointment and loss of power/wealth.
To dream of cooking fish indicates that you are incorporating your new realizations with your spiritual feelings and knowledge. If you are cleaning fish, then it suggests that you are altering your emotional expression in a way that will be presentable to others. You are censoring yourself and not expressing how you completely feel.
To dream that you are watching television represents your mind and its flowing thoughts. The dream reflects how you are receiving, integrating, and expressing your ideas and thoughts. The programs you dream of watching are an objective view of the things that are in your mind.

Another dream I had upon waking was of my teeth breaking and falling out. It took me awhile to realize in the dream that indeed it was a dream. I kept batteling with myself over if it was indeed a dream or real this time.
"My Teeth Are Falling" teethintro

Dreams of falling teeth are the most common dreams that Dream Moods receives. The typical dream scenarios include having your teeth crumble in your hands, fall out one by one with just a light tap, grow crooked or start to rot. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but they often leave you with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxieties about your appearance and how others perceive you. Your teeth help to convey an image of attractiveness and play an important role in the game of flirtation, whether it is flashing those pearly white, kissing or necking. Thus, such dreams may stem from a fear of rejection, sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. To support this notion, a dream research found that women in menopause report to have frequent dreams about teeth. This points to teeth dreams as being related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine. Teeth are an important feature to your attractiveness and how you are presented to others. Caring about how you look is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dreams may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxieties. Perhaps you feel that you are unprepared for the task at hand. However, you will find that your worries are unfounded in most cases. Sometimes what plays out in your mind is far worse than what is reality.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth symbolize power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream may be an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the importance of what you have to say.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition or poor diet. This notion may still be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives

A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicates that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks, rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.
According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if you are telling lies.

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Alligator Swamp

One of the dreams I had this morning started out with my mother and I going to get something she had forgotten at her home. I was then at a lake house on a little lake. I walked around a bend where it turned into a swamp. I was sitting on a little hill and there was 2 people besides me and they were breaking down a tree that was infested with ants. I sat in the grass and watched them break branches and take the stump apart like a Lego castle. The girl was digging around in the tree looking for the ant colony. I got up and noticed a small alligator run past me and into the swamp. The water was very murky and filled with algae. Another little alligator started chasing me and I ran past another HUGE alligator covered in algae and jumped into the water I started screaming for help and swimming towards walmart which was across the swamp. I then thought to myself how stupid it was to jump into the pond and that I shouldve lit a cigarette and scared off the little alligator, now i have the huge one to deal with in this swamp! I was then out and back at the little lake house (almost like the whole dream re-winded) and I was looking out at the water and Eli was in the lake with his life vest on. Then an Alligator pulled him under and I woke up.

I had a few more dreams as well. One of me trying to help people out of an apartment building that was on fire. I helped out 2 small babies with the help of a man who grabbed the woman and another baby. Then I went in and was telling people to get out because of the fire. I got to the top floor and there were 3 boys sitting on a couch playing video games. I told them they needed to get out and one boy told me he was playing with a lighter and cigarette and it started the attic on fire but it went out. I started lecturing him about playing with fire and noticed out the window that the fire truck arrived. I told the boy how hard they have to work and how serious it all is. I then made him climb down the ladder from the top story.

the last one I remember was of me at my home. A totally different house then i am in now. I was cleaning my house and was thinking that i had to work later that evening. my neighbor came by with her kids and laft them at my house. My husband told her I would watch them. I was very aggravated because i didn't say i could and i had to work. I also had a TON of stuff to do. I was crying and going through toys and games that were just a complete mess and disorganized. I was freaking out and everyone seemed to be humored by my anxiety.