Now last nights dream is confusing me since it was apparently about someone I have never met. Maybe i will in the future?
Matt and I were at home in the kitchen and the doorbell rang. There was a girl outside that was coming to get payment for a subway sub Matt had purchased for lunch and didn't have the case to pay for.Matt was telling me she was a good girl and was good at making corn dogs on string. We were considering having her as a babysitter because she would be a good role model for Briana. He answered the door and paid her. She had auburn hair that was REALLY curly and brown eyes, there were 2 other people behind her that i didn't really see as well. Then suddenly she was gone and we were in her home/bedroom but it seemed like we were still in our house or that we never really left. We were looking at all the knick knacks she had all over her room and most were to memorialize those she knew that had passed. Out of them we seen she had lost 2 brothers, an aunt, and many others. Each had their own little knick knack, the brothers had porcelain blue hands and the aunt has a porcelain flower vase deal. Most of the items were of porcelain though. I had also noticed she had some awards commemorating her corn dog making skills, lol! There were a few items that reminded me of knick knacks i had as a child as well. Later in the dream i remember camping with Matt and the kids, we were down by a lake swimming and the kids were jumping off of a pier. I had left do do something else but cant really remember.
To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation. Or perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.
To dream that you hear or ring a door bell, indicates that you are open to new experiences.
To dream that you are entering through a door, signifies new opportunities that are presented before you. You are entering into a new stage in your life and moving from one level of consciousness to another.�In particular, a door that opens to the outside, signifies your need to be more accessible to others, whereas a door that opens into the inside, denotes your desire for inner exploration and self-discovery.
To see an opened door in your dream, symbolizes your receptiveness and willingness to accept new ideas/concepts. In particular, to see a light behind the door, suggests that you are moving toward greater enlightenment/spirituality.
To dream that you are paying for something, indicates the price you pay for your decisions and actions.
To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature. Perhaps you are behaving immaturely in some situation. Alternatively, a girl represents the feminine qualities of your character.
To dream that you are in the bedroom, signifies aspects of yourself that you keep private. It is also indicative of your sexual nature and intimate relations.
To see or touch porcelain in your dream, symbolizes smoothness. Things are going well for you. Alternatively, the dream may also represent some delicate situation. You need to treat it with care.
To dream that you are camping, indicates a need for relaxation and a long-deserved break.You need to be more in touch with nature and go back to a more basic and simpler life. Alternatively, it refers to your social circle and support group. You are looking for a sense of belonging, but at the same time be self-sufficient and independent.
To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.
Ok, now 1/2 way through this interpretation i was thinking this is about my counseling....and the very last representation put it pretty clearly!
The girl in the dream in believe was representing my inner child, which we are opening the door through therapy to greet. The payment Matt is giving is what he will have to do to actually have from her (me) what he already "ate". Its time for him to "pay". In my dream he was very reluctant to open up the door and pay her, yet he was telling me how nice she was and all that. Eventually he did open up and payed her what he owed for his subway lunch. We were then exploring her bedroom and all of her knick knacks, she held onto all those she memorialized and they were and are all very fragile to her. I believe these are all representing my feelings and things that have happened in my past that we will be digging into through counseling. I was shocked in the dream seeing them all laid out on the shelves and on the walls, just how much this girl had been through. Well, the same holds true for me. I just never laid it all out before me before. The camping is representing the MUCH NEEDED relaxing time away we need. My brothers wedding is coming up and i cant wait to go relax with all of my family. The swimming represented what i was assuming all along, this dream represents my therapy.
It is just SO interesting how i can wake from a dream pretty darned confused and interpret into something that makes complete sense!